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  1. lovemyson1

    My son has passed away…

    I’m so very sorry for your loss. I haven’t been here for so long but was thinking of you all today. My heart knows the sadness you’re feeling but also has the hope of Jesus. Maybe our sons are friends in heaven. Hugs mama.
  2. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    Thank you so much for your kind words. Your description of addiction that your son gave you is quite clear to me. My daughter once explained that’s what she thought it was like as well. When we diet and we say we’re going to eat clean and then we just have to have that cookie or 10. She said...
  3. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    Thank you Copa. I know you have been on this journey with me for a very long time. I am an optimist and it’s so hard for me to feel this darkness that has overcome my life. I guess I just never knew what a strong hold heroin would have over my son. I still don’t understand why he ever took it in...
  4. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    What a wonderful thing to be sober 30 years. Thank you for sharing that. Would you be able to ask him for me and share here? I struggle with talking about it, especially to strangers.
  5. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    Thank you for explaining all that. I’m sorry for what you experienced. I will consider going to a meeting. This is all just so very hard.
  6. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    Your words bring me to tears because yes, I never want to let go. I miss him. I miss his voice, his laugh, his smile. I grieve for what could have been. His future. I grieve because this never should have been his destiny.
  7. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    yes I hear you. We have each other & our daughters to talk to honestly about it. But I can’t help but think of my son and how he hated me bringing it up so I want to honor him.
  8. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    Thank you RN. Your words do give me some comfort. I’m so sad for your friend. If there is one thing I wish it would be to have my son back that last day and hold on to him & never let go. We had no control over his decision that night. We prayed with him & asked him to drive safe & let us know...
  9. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    Thank you. I need this.
  10. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    Thank you. This is very detailed. I’ll need to take my time & really study this in hopes that it will help me understand.
  11. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    Thank you Copabanana, I’m sure you’re right, I just can’t grasp the understanding of it all. It helps to read your explanation though. 💞
  12. lovemyson1

    Someone please help me understand addiction.

    Hi everyone. It’s been ten months since my son passed away from an accidental overdose of heroin. We are trying to cope and find peace somehow. But I just wondered if anyone could explain to me what addiction is like? I still can’t believe that after 3 years my son chose to use again. It’s just...
  13. lovemyson1

    I have the worst news ever. He’s deceased.

    Thank you all. You’ve been through all of it with me. I’m just so devastated. I agree with your comments but it’s just so hard to accept. Hugs.
  14. lovemyson1

    I have the worst news ever. He’s deceased.

    What I need is some explanation for why he would ever use again. Why!? He was at the top of his game in life. Someone please explain to me why he would use again.
  15. lovemyson1

    I have the worst news ever. He’s deceased.

    Thank you all for your tender & thoughtful words. my son was so proud of this car he had really fixed it up nice and only had it for about four months. It’s not even paid off. My husband takes a lot of pride in everything our son did. It was his idea to have the car brought to us. I told him...
  16. lovemyson1

    I have the worst news ever. He’s deceased.

    What’s killing me today, is that his car was brought to us two nights ago. This is the car that he passed away in. I don’t know what to do. I’m trying not to look at it when I go in to the garage to get in my car, but I just imagine him dying in the driver seat.
  17. lovemyson1

    I have the worst news ever. He’s deceased.

    I’m sorry you had to go through that with your son. Thank you for your kind words. I’m having a bad day. It’s so hard.
  18. lovemyson1

    I have the worst news ever. He’s deceased.

    Thank you for sharing that story. I definitely believe in heaven & that’s the hope I hold on to. It’s sad that he didn’t have strength to resist his temptations but I’m thankful my son knew Jesus & I trust the moment his soul left his body he was in the loving arms of our Savior & I will reunite...
  19. lovemyson1

    I have the worst news ever. He’s deceased.

    Insidious is the sad but perfect description of addiction. God help us all. Thank you very much.
  20. lovemyson1

    I have the worst news ever. He’s deceased.

    Thank you so very much. We did do everything that we possibly could even up until that last day we were praying with him before he drove off. Ultimately, everyone makes their own choices. God gave us those three precious years and we used them to the fullest and we’re so proud of all he...
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