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    Again...

    Have you tried writing Dr. Phil.
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    Me! Out of rehab and started IOP

    Thanks all! I am working everyday. It's not easy. But I didn't start until about 2 1/2 years ago. Maybe it's easier for me since its not that long. I am also 46. So I have a husband, house, kids and grand kids to lose. That helps me every day!
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    Me! Out of rehab and started IOP

    Hi all, just an update. I finally confessed to husband about my pain killer addiction. I spent 48 hrs in detox, I checked out quickly. There they wanted to give me subxon (sp) Atavan, traznadon etc. all of which I refused. I went through withdrawals horrible. But I didn't want it to be easy. I want...
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    Relapse. Me!

    I'm still relapsing and not wanting too. husband pretty much wants a divorce. I'm still trying to hid this. It's not working. After 25 years it's gonna be over. I can't tell him so he just yells about missing money. I have no excuses. But tears. I'm so ashamed.
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    Circle of support for Hearts&Roses

    Reaching from NJ. Hugs
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    Relapse. Me!

    Childofmine...thank you so much for your post. Every word you wrote is perfect. My husband is wonderful. But the look of sadness on his face. When he asked me where all the money went. I just cried. My family doesn't deserve this.
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    Relapse. Me!

    Good morning. I spoke with my sponsor and went to a meeting last night. I'm going to be totally honest. The clonodine (sp) seems to be working great. It helps with muscle aches. Sweating. Insomnia. It is kind of scary to me. If it stays in my mind that the pain of withdrawal is this ok. There...
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    Relapse. Me!

    I saw the doctor today. She gave me clonidine. It's supposed to help me thru withdrawals. Next up is a meeting. I had gone before but stopped. Thank you for all of your help and support. I'm hoping this tine is it.
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    Relapse. Me!

    I have tried for so long. This is not good. I have not attended NA meetings because I do guest want my from to know. He will be so upset with the money I have pi$$ed away.
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    Relapse. Me!

    Hi everyone. I think the last time I was withdrawing from oxy. Well flash forward and here I am again. This time husband caught me, I was spending 100$ or more daily. That does catch up with you. I am in I guess about day 3 of no oxy. Because I had some Percocet to try and split it up. I'm trying...
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    Another Lovely Morning ( sarcasim) Soon Custody Battle

    MWM. You hit the nail on the head.
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    Another Lovely Morning ( sarcasim) Soon Custody Battle

    I would let your ex see what it was like. Send your children there for an extended visit over Christmas vacation. Then you can get some respite and he can see for himself!
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    Creative drug hiding places...

    Between a wicker basket and a liner in the wicker basket.
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    Fetal Alcohol Syndrome (FAS), what is the next step?

    There are I there's on this forum who have been in your place. I'm sorry this is happening to you. Someone will be along to help you better.
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    Need good thoughts, prayers...anything!

    CB. I have to agree with Going North and CTmom, you are not in a good place. You need to take care of yourself in order to handheld difficult children issues correctly.
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    difficult child got a raise!!

    Aww. So happy for her. Congrats difficult child! You're doing a great job.
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    Pretty cool experience...

    Absolutely beautiful!! I am so happy your very beautiful daughter is so in love!
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    psychiatrist is recommending home teaching for difficult child but school nurse has to approve it!

    Oh California. I'm afraid you are walking a thin line with difficult child, missing school and your supervisor. Please keep a journal or something proving you are not unfairly giving difficult child excused absences. You know what I mean. Please be careful I would hate for you to lose your job due to this. Is there...
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    Happy birthday baby girl...

    Happy Birthday Rose. That year went so fast.
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    Pretty cool experience...

    Me too!! I want to see a picture. And I have been following. I'm so proud of her!
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