I don't even know where to begin my 9 year old son who is almost as big as me at 5ft tall just came home from a 5 day inpatient because he was threatening suicide and went as far as to climb on the railing like he was going to jump over the balcony mind you all of this meltdown started because I asked him multiple times to help clean up the living room and after he said he wanted to die I told his 6 year old brother to leave him alone and let him calm down rather than taking the time to calm down he looked me directly in my face and started to climb the railing now of course he was a great kid the whole time he was at the hospital no problems what so ever and after 5 days he came home and he has been a holy terror worse than ever since he got home before the hospital his outbursts were not nearly as frequent now it seems as if every time I ask him anything he flat out refuses to do it either with an excuse to why he shouldn't have to or a flat out no accompanied by how much I hate him and why dont I just send him to live with his grandma today I'm apparently not even his mom and he wishes he lived some where else because he hates it here he is constantly hurting his brother and screaming horrible things at me also I'm very pregnant being induced on Tuesday so I can't do much of anything and in a few more days will have a newborn baby as well I honestly don't know what to even do any more