Hey there.... We have been away now almost two weeks and haven't talked much with oldest son. He has a doctors appointment this week, and we have no idea if he even went. However, at this point it's totally his decision and I will not take ownership of his decisions. I'm asking for some positive vibes or prayers as I am having some Heath issues that have escalated during our vacation. It's been a wonderful visit with my family and I have been so grateful for this time with my nieces and nephew.... but I have not slept an entire night and am becoming really anxious. I am having some internal issues that are making my life very difficult and I need to get home and in to see my doctor. I'm so sad tonight as I feel I can't even have a break and enjoy some time away as I've been so uncomfortable and ill this past two weeks. I think we are going to skip the weekend in Boston we had planned for the way home and drive straight through. I had so looked forward to this trip and now I just want to go home. We will lose the cost of the hotel, which I hate but I can't even sleep longer than a few hours and I feel terrible. Tried to call son last night and no answer which of course makes me more anxious. Sigh.... just feeling a little defeated tonight.