Well, BBK, I've been speechless. Not easy to do, I know.
As long as you enjoyed yourself and keep in perspective, more power to you.
And, FWIW, I think it's perfectly acceptable at any age to have a boy toy. Or as Marg said, just a toy. They don't talk. Or snore. Or hog the covers. Or fart. Or leave dirty underwear lying around. I could go on....and on...