Helpless29
Well-Known Member
Today my son called, said the mental health therapist & his public defender will be calling me, so they can release him on April 28th.He said he told them i said it was ok for him to stay with me, maybe he thought so because I was always afraid to say no & always changed the conversation without giving a direct answer because I didn’t want to hurt him, but today I told the truth & gave him my reasons. He said I don’t care about him , he said how could I leave him in jail like a locked up animal , he said I haven’t cared for him in years , I tried talking to him but he was not trying hear a thing , & hung up on me. Does he know how much I love him? Does he know how so badly I would love to say yes but can’t ? Does he know how much this hurts me ?? I know it shouldn’t be about me, I’m free he’s not , it just hurts so bad .His case has been all over the place & no one knows what to do, they mentioned a group home & getting DCFS involved , they mentioned finding a long term treatment centers,& then they say they want to release him.I know he’s mad / angry because lots of other juveniles are getting released due to the coronovirus but he can’t because me & his father will no longer accept him in our homes . I know he is hurt