Just thought I come on and post because the last few days I have been feeling some sadness, don’t know why in my quiet alone moments I pull up my sons old text messages & pics when my son was sober the first time he went to the sober living house , how he loved his job ,he had signed up for college to work on getting his GED , how excited he was for his new promotion & the pics he would send me with his morning coffee at his desk. And here he is now in jail, I know he needed this to reevaluate his life choices and put a stop to his craziness.. Court is in 2 days & we will find out his sentence, he told me his Public defender said he will do 6 months if he pleads guilty with time served but he’ll be a convicted felon . My mind has been all over , he’ll come out with absolutely nothing . I been looking up places of where he can go to get help ,when he gets out. My mind is racing , I feel sadness , I’m angry that this is still going on , just so many emotions the last few days .