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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 749856" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>They *the workshop says that if he they cancel me they will give me my $200 deposit back. It's the non-refundable hotel that I will lose. They have no obligation to reimburse me for that.</p><p></p><p>You see. This was a big step for me. A big reach. I was anxious about the travel. I listen to other people when I am unsure. That is a weakness in me. And maybe sometimes a strength. I don't know. </p><p></p><p>This is not a spiritual retreat. It is for traumatized people. I feel traumatized.</p><p></p><p>I guess the lesson is that I need to protect myself better. I need to be even more careful of the steps I take to get better. Where and why and to whom I expose myself. This man is highly, highly respected. </p><p></p><p>I am not sorry I disclosed; was transparent. Because I need to know that I will be supported. If I won't be, that is important information. Worth $700. I am sorry if I lose that money, but I could lose much more.</p><p></p><p>Maybe if I disclosed this I should have insisted first to speak with this man, not his wife. But I did what I did. What she should have done is only written this: <em>I will relay your message. He will get back to you in 3 days.</em> She should not have intervened with her own words. And I should not have engaged with her further. But I did. </p><p></p><p>I am leaking out all over. That is what shames me. This is how I get when I am very, very vulnerable.</p><p></p><p>I am very sad.</p><p></p><p>Thank you very much for your support, Busy.</p><p></p><p>I did nothing wrong. I tried to do the right thing. You're right.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 749856, member: 18958"] They *the workshop says that if he they cancel me they will give me my $200 deposit back. It's the non-refundable hotel that I will lose. They have no obligation to reimburse me for that. You see. This was a big step for me. A big reach. I was anxious about the travel. I listen to other people when I am unsure. That is a weakness in me. And maybe sometimes a strength. I don't know. This is not a spiritual retreat. It is for traumatized people. I feel traumatized. I guess the lesson is that I need to protect myself better. I need to be even more careful of the steps I take to get better. Where and why and to whom I expose myself. This man is highly, highly respected. I am not sorry I disclosed; was transparent. Because I need to know that I will be supported. If I won't be, that is important information. Worth $700. I am sorry if I lose that money, but I could lose much more. Maybe if I disclosed this I should have insisted first to speak with this man, not his wife. But I did what I did. What she should have done is only written this: [I]I will relay your message. He will get back to you in 3 days.[/I] She should not have intervened with her own words. And I should not have engaged with her further. But I did. I am leaking out all over. That is what shames me. This is how I get when I am very, very vulnerable. I am very sad. Thank you very much for your support, Busy. I did nothing wrong. I tried to do the right thing. You're right. [/QUOTE]
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