Helpless29
Well-Known Member
My son called and after everything I said about not having nothing to do with him, I picked up the phone. He told me how they tried shooting him yesterday, but did not give me all the details. They want the money for the lost gun. I have this app on my phone that gives me alerts of crime in the surrounding areas & yesterday i got a alert of gunshots heard a block away from his grandparents house , didnt know those gunshots were them going after my son . I got a knot in my stomach. He told me he was moving away with his new girlfriend & he contacted his PO & was waiting for a call back. He asked if he could come over & pick up some clothes he left here , I met him outside with his bag , he asked if he could come in & see his brothers but I didn’t let him. My heart was broken, I wanted to tell him I love him & as he walked away I prayed I never get a call that they killed him. His girlfriend was waiting in the car but I didn’t see or meet her . He just told me she has her own apartment, car & is s good girl. I’m at a lost for words & my heart is filled with sadness & breaking . There are so many thoughts going through my mind right now. I just want to be alone & cry