I usually dont. Well, I do and I dont. Depends on the year This year I already lost the weight I needed and things are pretty good at the SWOT house. But we can always improve things. I did promise myself to be able to learn to relax better. I am very hyper and even watching a movie means walking around. I have trouble feeling calm even though nothing of any drama is going on. So I am going to work on that. Another big one for myself is to finally, finally truly forgive my family. Its time. I plan to go to church for help with this. I am spiritual rather than religious but I really love Jesus so any church can help. I already had my husband block my ability to look at the site my sister posts on, Pintetest which she also posts on and the FB accounts that I need to be unable to check. Somehow (this is amusing) my husband found a way that if I try to, say, look at the site my Sis posts on or Pintarest I get the face of an old lady with a tongue that hangs out of her mouth. It says "go back" on her tongue lol I am not on FB myself but my hub blocked me from being able to look at any FB of anyone even remotely connected to the family. Its a relief. I feel very far from them and finally safe, even.from myself, feeling like I can peek. I dont know how to undo all that. I dont want to know. I cant stop anyone from reading my stuff here but that isnt.my problem. Now that I have let go completely of any ability to check up on them or their kids, it is time to remember that this family made me stronger and that only forgiveness sets us free. Or me free. Anyone else?