nothings gotten easier but does it ever?Wondering where it all went wrong, going through old photos of when he was a little boy & it makes me so sad. I always knew he had issues started at such a young age maybe at 8 ,he would get really angry , didn’t listen, & would talk back,wish I would of gotten him help, instead of thinking he would grow out of it, wish i had disciplined him better, listened to him more. I didn’t know how to handle his outburst or disrespect, always convinced myself it would get better but it got worst.Now at 15 , he’s abusing weed, pills. Robs people, fights,runs away & recently put on probation. So much going through my mind, been going through this so long but today for some reason it’s been hard , can’t escape my thoughts.