BusynMember
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I have not checked that site for so long. But sometimes I have an urge to look and see if she is still talking about me. I havent done it and told my son Bart who used to like to check her too not to. He hasnt looked either for ages. He never really cared that much. So nobody will see what she writes. Good! If she dtill reads here snd gets mad, she has nowhere to answer where I can slip up and read her response.
Now hopefully she doesnt check here anymore for HER. But if she does, it is her choice.
My being able to read her nasty responses at all is DONE!
This is a big deal for me. There is NO OTHER way for my sister to trash me and for me to SEE it. Ha ha!!!! Yes! I mean, as long as there is no way for me to read what she writes, she can go at it. I dont care.
Tonight I asked hub if he could block the site my sister posts on. If it is possible. I had an urge to look.
My hub found a way to totally block me from getting on that site even if I am DYING to betray myself and peek!
I am so grateful to hub.
Honestly, for all the crapola I put up with my FOO, I have been blessed with the best man for 23 years and all of my FOO shrinks to nothing compared to him. His love is more important than the lot of FOO.
I didnt even know one could block a site! But my husband just wants them out of my life. He spent a good deal of time looking on the internet for a way to do it.
When I told him I dont get why FOO trashed me, he said, "If you werent a good person, I wouldnt be here all this time and your kids wouldnt want to be with you all the time. Why do you even care about them?" We have had this conversation many times, always same answer.
I told him I had been a difficult kid with rages. I have said this before too.
He said "So why didnt your parents help you?" This too was a repeat.
Nobody can make me feel as good as he does. I try so hard to give it back! I love his hugs!!
So now I cant peek at sister's nonsense anymore even if I feel the tickle to do so.
I am truly no contact. And I am truly relieved. And in control. I have no idea how hub blocked the site but he will never tell me how to undo it
Now hopefully she doesnt check here anymore for HER. But if she does, it is her choice.
My being able to read her nasty responses at all is DONE!
This is a big deal for me. There is NO OTHER way for my sister to trash me and for me to SEE it. Ha ha!!!! Yes! I mean, as long as there is no way for me to read what she writes, she can go at it. I dont care.
Tonight I asked hub if he could block the site my sister posts on. If it is possible. I had an urge to look.
My hub found a way to totally block me from getting on that site even if I am DYING to betray myself and peek!
I am so grateful to hub.
Honestly, for all the crapola I put up with my FOO, I have been blessed with the best man for 23 years and all of my FOO shrinks to nothing compared to him. His love is more important than the lot of FOO.
I didnt even know one could block a site! But my husband just wants them out of my life. He spent a good deal of time looking on the internet for a way to do it.
When I told him I dont get why FOO trashed me, he said, "If you werent a good person, I wouldnt be here all this time and your kids wouldnt want to be with you all the time. Why do you even care about them?" We have had this conversation many times, always same answer.
I told him I had been a difficult kid with rages. I have said this before too.
He said "So why didnt your parents help you?" This too was a repeat.
Nobody can make me feel as good as he does. I try so hard to give it back! I love his hugs!!
So now I cant peek at sister's nonsense anymore even if I feel the tickle to do so.
I am truly no contact. And I am truly relieved. And in control. I have no idea how hub blocked the site but he will never tell me how to undo it
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