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I think…. I think it’s been 3 years since I posted. I’m no better. I sit and cry. I cannot remember the last 3 years. All of this trauma has made me lose my memory. Still taking care of grandaughters, 93 year old dad, 89 year old mother and drug addict son who now has schizophrenia (and doesn’t...

Wowieeeeee - my first "time out" . My son went out without me; with my parents, who live in a wing of my home; to the foot Dr, to take off my moms shoes and socks because she (my mom) can't, and my dad is 90 and he needs a break in life too ! That boy is in for some grotesque sights lol - my...

yep, going to do it tomorrow morning. Why? Because I never have. Things never escalated to this level. I've never bailed him out of jail. He's never had a felony. I'm not going to fill this text box with excuses; however, I am detailing my reasoning of my heart, soul and God. I let 250+...

What on earth.... nah... just kidding.... What is the most dangerous thing you've ever done, or scary thing you made yourself do out of challenging your fear? have fun ! ~beebz~

to say such a thing in a better life would be: is this your first time zip-lining? is this your first time at Disney? is this your first grandchild? is this your first broken bone? is this your first time skydiving? But nooooooooo, last night my words were "is this your first time here" - jail...

I apologize, but I am so severely limited on time to reply to you all and thank you, and hug you, and squeeze you (virtually) . I have a 7,8,85,90 and sick husband on my hands. The icing on the cake was when "nut job" swallowed a ping pong ball on Christmas day. My boxer eats everything he is...

After all the txtng and emailing I find out he is in jail. I didn't go pick him up,if I did he'd be here not there? Forget that circus - I can't let my mind go there. I will say this though - the whole "trafficking" charge is bs. A local cop has been busting him left and right for a roach in...

hmmm, so, where to start. I could say "this is not about me", but it is. It is about me. This did happen to MY son, I DO hurt, I lost my son, my granddaughters lost their father, a brother is lost, a great grandson is lost. I grieve and I've been abused. I have become depressed and could...

The last time my son and I exchanged txts. I copied word for word minus my replies - I wrote him a loooong letter to his email after that. Two days later I found out he is in jail for trafficking and will be indicted on Jan 17. My hands are very full lately with my granddaughters and my...

to these people who have included me in their thoughts over my time here for however long that has been..... I really appreciate reading your words..... I think I have more than one thread, so if I missed anyone I am truly sorry... Despairing Mom Smithmom Elsi Tanya M ForeverSpring in a...

and I reckon I'm not alone. I just talked to my husband on the phone and he said "what are we going to get your folks for Christmas" and I felt like blowing something/anything up ! ! I'm so sick of the same old question. For nearly 60 days pre Christmas, sometimes more for others, you hear the...

please, "he" is upstairs sleeping. I picked him up yesterday freezing and out of his mind yet calm. I told him dad and I don't want him here yet here he is. His home/car was impounded. He seems delirious. I don't know what to do -

So, lately I am going through a guilt phase. I want to say right now, my postings seem to be all over the place and that is because this life has me all over the place. It really does a number on everyone and everything involved. My guilt is that I was the guilty one hanging onto the "cord"...

He's not killing my soul, and this is not about me really, but yeah, I'm dying inside, dying. Sometimes I get in this recliner and sit for 15 hours straight and can't wait to go to bed - but then I can't wait to wake up and have coffee lol He's 34, homeless, drugs, heroin, living in a car...