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<blockquote data-quote="Beta" data-source="post: 766285" data-attributes="member: 22597"><p>How am I? For the most part, okay. I have to compartmentalize my feelings of grief. I have been thinking a lot about Josh as a little boy the last few days.&nbsp; I really miss that person.&nbsp; Right now, I have placed yet another missing person's report on him in Phoenix,, in the hope that a police officer will come across him and call me and put him on speaker phone. I had that experience on October 23. I spoke to Josh briefly and once again tried to persuade him to get help and/or let us come out there to meet with him. No success on that, and he eventually walked away.&nbsp; I'm hoping that he will be found again and I will have another chance to talk with him.&nbsp; Sometimes the police don't check his name in the system until after he has been let go, and they call to let me know they had contact. If I'm lucky, they check while they have him there and call me right away.&nbsp; That is the only way now I have any chance of talking to him.&nbsp;&nbsp; Some days, the grief is stronger than others.&nbsp;&nbsp; I think holidays make it harder.</p></blockquote><p></p>

[QUOTE="Beta, post: 766285, member: 22597"] How am I? For the most part, okay. I have to compartmentalize my feelings of grief. I have been thinking a lot about Josh as a little boy the last few days. I really miss that person. Right now, I have placed yet another missing person's report on him in Phoenix,, in the hope that a police officer will come across him and call me and put him on speaker phone. I had that experience on October 23. I spoke to Josh briefly and once again tried to persuade him to get help and/or let us come out there to meet with him. No success on that, and he eventually walked away. I'm hoping that he will be found again and I will have another chance to talk with him. Sometimes the police don't check his name in the system until after he has been let go, and they call to let me know they had contact. If I'm lucky, they check while they have him there and call me right away. That is the only way now I have any chance of talking to him. Some days, the grief is stronger than others. I think holidays make it harder. [/QUOTE]

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