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34 year old son is killing my soul
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<blockquote data-quote="beebz" data-source="post: 743526" data-attributes="member: 23451"><p>As I write this I am shaking, I vomited in my mouth (sorry for all this information), I feel like I can't get out of this chair. It is so very cold, windy and snowy outdoors and my son is still homeless.</p><p>Thanksgiving sucked - I am glad it is over. This is a hurt like no other. My hands feel weak. This was my first baby boy. ugh - the pain. </p><p></p><p>I saw a post here, about a woman who bought her son a tent. I seriously considered it. I think constantly about where he is at night in this horrid weather. I can't even get out of bed to wee in the middle of the night without catching a horrible chill and the minute I do, I think of my son who is suffering. I crawl back in bed on my warm pillow and mattress and feel guilty. God this hurts. I never ever ever thought this would be my reality.</p><p></p><p>No matter what I do and where I go I think of him. </p><p></p><p>Thank you for listening - </p><p></p><p>I feel like texting him this:</p><p></p><p>why why why why why</p><p>Its been 7 years since your first daughter was born</p><p>You had 7 years to fix this -</p><p>You've had 10 chances,bail outs, to fix this.</p><p>You've been high for 20 years.</p><p>Isn't it time - </p><p>You're still young -</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="beebz, post: 743526, member: 23451"] As I write this I am shaking, I vomited in my mouth (sorry for all this information), I feel like I can't get out of this chair. It is so very cold, windy and snowy outdoors and my son is still homeless. Thanksgiving sucked - I am glad it is over. This is a hurt like no other. My hands feel weak. This was my first baby boy. ugh - the pain. I saw a post here, about a woman who bought her son a tent. I seriously considered it. I think constantly about where he is at night in this horrid weather. I can't even get out of bed to wee in the middle of the night without catching a horrible chill and the minute I do, I think of my son who is suffering. I crawl back in bed on my warm pillow and mattress and feel guilty. God this hurts. I never ever ever thought this would be my reality. No matter what I do and where I go I think of him. Thank you for listening - I feel like texting him this: why why why why why Its been 7 years since your first daughter was born You had 7 years to fix this - You've had 10 chances,bail outs, to fix this. You've been high for 20 years. Isn't it time - You're still young - [/QUOTE]
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