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34 year old son is killing my soul
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<blockquote data-quote="beebz" data-source="post: 749712" data-attributes="member: 23451"><p>Hello everyone who is suffering, healing, advising, supporting, crying, laughing and possibly even mourning.</p><p></p><p>Someone actually gave me condolences 2 days ago when they were introduced to me at a Christian Hope House and I nearly fainted. I said "_____ is dead"???? He's dead? to which the fellow replied, no, your son, other son. Oh really, my other son is alive and well but I guess the druggie/homeless son is using another con to get what he may want or need.</p><p></p><p>We are in a heat wave so I decided to go find my homeless son and say hello and give him a cold drink. I never did find him, I barely looked actually, as divine intervention sent me elsewhere. I sat with some prisoners, some preachers, some strangers and talked, listened, learned, cried and found out where my son is currently crashing. I didn't want to see him so I didn't. I had a nice visit with the above and went on home.</p><p></p><p>I am the type of person who has ALL the answers (most of them) yet am getting proved wrong so frequently lately on the dumbest stuff ever; actually learning simple answers to questions that really don't have factual answers, just opinions of people who just cope better than myself. </p><p></p><p>We are no closer to success, but there is some divine intervention taking place and I can only hope and pray for sons salvation to live a simple life before his warm body goes cold.</p><p></p><p>I am confused, and I am still seeking all types of antidepressants and am sick yet again with Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease (COPD) and have probably been in the hospital 2 more times since I last wrote here.</p><p></p><p>I ramble when I type and I am sorry for that. I am all over the place for the last decade it seems.</p><p></p><p>I want ya'll to know that I appreciate feed-back, replies, etc because sometimes or most of the time it seems like I am so alone in this. I grieve daily like this is a death. Currently I am stuck in a chair. I need some kite flying, bike riding, picnicking, cruising and Amish sandwiches! </p><p></p><p>Be well and know that wherever you are, there are millions just like us who have been hit by this same epidemic. You may not know it, but in my mind I feel you all to the depths of my soul and with every beat of my heart that we all may heal and laugh out loud !</p><p></p><p>Beebz~</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="beebz, post: 749712, member: 23451"] Hello everyone who is suffering, healing, advising, supporting, crying, laughing and possibly even mourning. Someone actually gave me condolences 2 days ago when they were introduced to me at a Christian Hope House and I nearly fainted. I said "_____ is dead"???? He's dead? to which the fellow replied, no, your son, other son. Oh really, my other son is alive and well but I guess the druggie/homeless son is using another con to get what he may want or need. We are in a heat wave so I decided to go find my homeless son and say hello and give him a cold drink. I never did find him, I barely looked actually, as divine intervention sent me elsewhere. I sat with some prisoners, some preachers, some strangers and talked, listened, learned, cried and found out where my son is currently crashing. I didn't want to see him so I didn't. I had a nice visit with the above and went on home. I am the type of person who has ALL the answers (most of them) yet am getting proved wrong so frequently lately on the dumbest stuff ever; actually learning simple answers to questions that really don't have factual answers, just opinions of people who just cope better than myself. We are no closer to success, but there is some divine intervention taking place and I can only hope and pray for sons salvation to live a simple life before his warm body goes cold. I am confused, and I am still seeking all types of antidepressants and am sick yet again with Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease (COPD) and have probably been in the hospital 2 more times since I last wrote here. I ramble when I type and I am sorry for that. I am all over the place for the last decade it seems. I want ya'll to know that I appreciate feed-back, replies, etc because sometimes or most of the time it seems like I am so alone in this. I grieve daily like this is a death. Currently I am stuck in a chair. I need some kite flying, bike riding, picnicking, cruising and Amish sandwiches! Be well and know that wherever you are, there are millions just like us who have been hit by this same epidemic. You may not know it, but in my mind I feel you all to the depths of my soul and with every beat of my heart that we all may heal and laugh out loud ! Beebz~ [/QUOTE]
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