hey yeah! THats it!
I kinda feel like, yeesh I love you way more than you can possibly love me so I hate you cuz I love you more than you love me, and gosh dang.....geeesh will you knock it off and love me as much as I love you, but hey yikes, if I love you this much, you might hurt me. you might leave. you might not be able to take good care of me, but I need you to. Prove to me you do love me enough. no nothing you can do can prove it to me. but gosh I love you SO much......aw heck, I do not NEED you-----wait wait! I DO need you!
UG bleah......pretty messed up.
gosh your description is great!