Thanks for the love Littleboylost. I too limit my expectations to protect myself but OMG. My days are tough but I agree, somedays are just harder. My daughter said 'He should of just given dad a $10 gift card to star bucks. I said, why did you not suggest that and she said she did but he had to do what he does. Yes, our date night is coming soon. Husband has been working many hours and he is very tired, on the weekends I just want to be with him but we do volunteer work together on Sundays. Most of my friends cannot relate to my grief, they have no clue. I know they have other stuff but nothing like a wayward child. I believe a wayward child is on the top of the stress list.
