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Well friends thanks for taking the time to email me!  You will be happy to know I am not even going near to see him.  Actually I am dropping off his clothes at the church where the ministry man is.  He will take his clothes on Tuesday.  I cannot go down the jail another time.  I know what I will hear.  I am going on shear faith and hope.  It is like stepping out on a plank over an ocean not knowing if it is going tohold me or not.  One day at a time.  Maybe I will write him a note - I know it sounds so unemotional but I have been over and above emotional forever.  Maybe this will work.  I am afraid I will just break down.  I cant afford to do that - I have given most of my life tohelping him - even when he was a child - now I have to help my self - I have to finish out school!!!!!