I remember when I asked her exactly what I was getting out of this relationship that I would be so devastated as to lose, it hit her she gives nothing> I said you don't pay my bills, rent, provide food or anything for me, nothing. I just lose the bad ****, worrying, abuse, cursing. I mean it I am done. I say it and I still think it's strange to not have a relationship with your child. my mother cut contact with me, 20 plus years ago. I am not doing that, I am not allowing her into the home because of her abusive ways. Ive done all I can do for now. She's going to have to figure it out and then later down the road we might be able to repair some or start anew when shes not being this way. I don't want contact right now, whatsoever and I will be making sure that if she comes over here when this cools off, I am calling the police. ugh, what a way to have to treat your own daughter.
