Thank you all for your replies. They really helped my hurting heart. It helps to know you are not alone. I am so very tired of fighting this battle. When I arrived at court, he was belligerent, unkind and then ignored my by putting his sweatshirt over his head. I had to testify that he needs his medication or he is violent. He then proceeded to tell the court that he doesn't live with me anyway. Once court proceeding was over, he let everyone know in the waiting room that I snitched on him at court and I was wrong. He was granted the court order, however, the court wants to know where he will live. I don't have an answer for that. He has been medicated for the past 3 weeks, yet still shows no signs of trying to acknowledge the disorder, or how it impacts his family. The way it looks now is that if I start taking care of him, it will be for the rest of his life and mine. It will be a constant battle still to get him to the doctor, to not do drugs. He does not care. My family thinks I should let go. I am having such a hard time with that. But, my health is at stake and it is getting to be a choice. I told him that I would arrange housing if he stuck to a program. He told me he only wanted to make enough money to manage his addiction to weed.
