Of course I cant answer for your daughter but I often feel no one really understands me, not even my family who have known me forever. You would think by now that hubby would know certain things...like the fact that I have a very bad period in June because that is the month I was raped at 18. Nope, he is still confused when I tend to have a harder time. It also happens to me at Xmas. I love buying the presents but on Xmas day, its all I can do to be there when the kids open the presents then I want to escape to my room and hibernate.
I have also had those visions that I know arent real. The worst of them came when my kids were very young and I thought I saw blood dripping down the walls and I was convinced it was my kids blood. I also saw faces in the flowered curtains in the bedroom. That was a bad time for me and I was too afraid to tell anyone about it for years and years. Later, right after my meningitis I also had some strange delusions. I used to think my pots and pans were talking to me and the canned goods were doing it too in the grocery store. Thankfully that didnt last too long. I do think that was due to my brain injury.
As far as me crying inside, well its because no one really does understand me or even pay much attention to me. Lots of times I feel like a piece of furniture that people would only notice was missing if they went looking for it.
