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Family of Origin (FOO) Support Thread Part 2
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<blockquote data-quote="Scent of Cedar *" data-source="post: 664374" data-attributes="member: 17461"><p>There is a helpless rage that erupts in D H over these things. An outrage, a feeling of filth and wrongness that he ever welcomed my mother for my sake.</p><p></p><p>It has to do with protecting me.</p><p></p><p>And it is too late for D H to protect me. Remember the story about </p><p>D H throwing our dinner over the railing. That is helpless rage. That is a man primed to destroy something that is already passed and so, cannot be destroyed or changed or undone.</p><p></p><p>These stories are our own, Copa.</p><p></p><p>We lived them. We will heal them now by our ~ well, we will try to heal them, now.</p><p></p><p>In time, these hurtful things will be cleared. I do not want my D H touched by the filth of it. His hurt now, in this time when only I can undo what was left of it, cannot help me. He is here. As with M, D H has not left me, yet.</p><p></p><p>That, I need.</p><p></p><p>He does not have to know these terrible things. He does not have to feel what I felt. He has no frame of reference. He is clean in a way I am not. I can know clean, from him. </p><p></p><p>I can know how it would be, to think correctly about these things.</p><p></p><p>Elie Wiesel was correct: "...to speak of it in words profanes its sacred horror."</p><p></p><p>Cedar</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Scent of Cedar *, post: 664374, member: 17461"] There is a helpless rage that erupts in D H over these things. An outrage, a feeling of filth and wrongness that he ever welcomed my mother for my sake. It has to do with protecting me. And it is too late for D H to protect me. Remember the story about D H throwing our dinner over the railing. That is helpless rage. That is a man primed to destroy something that is already passed and so, cannot be destroyed or changed or undone. These stories are our own, Copa. We lived them. We will heal them now by our ~ well, we will try to heal them, now. In time, these hurtful things will be cleared. I do not want my D H touched by the filth of it. His hurt now, in this time when only I can undo what was left of it, cannot help me. He is here. As with M, D H has not left me, yet. That, I need. He does not have to know these terrible things. He does not have to feel what I felt. He has no frame of reference. He is clean in a way I am not. I can know clean, from him. I can know how it would be, to think correctly about these things. Elie Wiesel was correct: "...to speak of it in words profanes its sacred horror." Cedar [/QUOTE]
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