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<blockquote data-quote="Feeling Sad" data-source="post: 665553" data-attributes="member: 19245"><p>I am so sorry that any of us have to go through such pain. My best friend of over 30 years lost her youngest son 13 years ago at age 10 of Leukemia. He battled it for 4 years. He was my youngest son's best friend. My son still wears 3 rings around his neck on a chain that they both purchased daily in his memory.</p><p></p><p>It broke my heart when my friend recently told me that she had not wanted to get out of bed after he died. But, she finally did. She knew that he would have not wanted her to waste her life. She was telling me this to help me now with my grief. </p><p></p><p>I carry on because I know that my son, before he was ill, would not want me to waste my life or become ill with grief. He never gave me a moment of concern EVER before he was taken over by this insidious disease. </p><p></p><p>Here is to hoping and praying that both of our sons get through this unscathed. They both need to take their medicine! I hate not knowing. If I knew something...anything...I would feel like I could carry on. Not knowing if I will ever see or hear from him again is breaking my heart. Even without a 5 year restraining order, he probably would not contact me. My nicer therapist says that he is probably just mad at me right now. The worst thing is that legally, he cannot contact me. I wish that I would have allowed calls on the restraining order. I just followed directions for filling it out. I think that I was just going through the motions and was numb or in shock.</p><p></p><p>I am going to hang onto the hope that the severe therapist was trying to take away. We will both get through this. We both will see our sons ... our healthier sons...in the not too distant future.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Feeling Sad, post: 665553, member: 19245"] I am so sorry that any of us have to go through such pain. My best friend of over 30 years lost her youngest son 13 years ago at age 10 of Leukemia. He battled it for 4 years. He was my youngest son's best friend. My son still wears 3 rings around his neck on a chain that they both purchased daily in his memory. It broke my heart when my friend recently told me that she had not wanted to get out of bed after he died. But, she finally did. She knew that he would have not wanted her to waste her life. She was telling me this to help me now with my grief. I carry on because I know that my son, before he was ill, would not want me to waste my life or become ill with grief. He never gave me a moment of concern EVER before he was taken over by this insidious disease. Here is to hoping and praying that both of our sons get through this unscathed. They both need to take their medicine! I hate not knowing. If I knew something...anything...I would feel like I could carry on. Not knowing if I will ever see or hear from him again is breaking my heart. Even without a 5 year restraining order, he probably would not contact me. My nicer therapist says that he is probably just mad at me right now. The worst thing is that legally, he cannot contact me. I wish that I would have allowed calls on the restraining order. I just followed directions for filling it out. I think that I was just going through the motions and was numb or in shock. I am going to hang onto the hope that the severe therapist was trying to take away. We will both get through this. We both will see our sons ... our healthier sons...in the not too distant future. [/QUOTE]
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