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<blockquote data-quote="Feeling Sad" data-source="post: 668399" data-attributes="member: 19245"><p>You are not quitting. You are going crazy with fear for your son.</p><p></p><p>You are trying to prepare yourself. I understand that.</p><p></p><p>Why, may I ask, did you chose to not tell him about your illness? It might make your son more Iill or depressed. Or the inverse. He might get closer to you to help you. He would perhaps want to cause you less worry. See a therapist about it and get advice.</p><p></p><p>I have been not caring about my health. The dqy I felt like I lost my son forever. The day the restraining order was served. I was not caring at all about my health. I skipped appointments to check if my brain tumor is still gone. I am prediabetic. I fear that it is true diabetes now. I have stopped my daily walking, I eat junk, and I started to drink, a small amount, but drinking for diabetes is bad. I have diabetic neuropathy. It has spread from my feet and hands to my legs and arms. I do not care. If my son is going to suffer or die, or I will never see him again...I do not care. About a week ago, when my nicer therapist told me that if I had tried longer with my ill son, that I could be dead, my guilt lessened. I started to walk again. Coincidence? Maybe, but probably not. I was trying to kill myself. My son had tried, but now...I was actually doing it to myself. Ironic. I have alarms on my house. But, on me?</p><p></p><p>If he suffered then I would suffer. The glitch is what you mentioned, Copa. Who would be around for them when they reach out or need us? Should we really be the sacrificial lambs. Is this our purpose in life. Would our sons, before they were ill, ever want this for us. We have others that need and want us now. The fact that they are not acting upon our advice right now does not negate our individual importance of who were are...caring, loving women.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Feeling Sad, post: 668399, member: 19245"] You are not quitting. You are going crazy with fear for your son. You are trying to prepare yourself. I understand that. Why, may I ask, did you chose to not tell him about your illness? It might make your son more Iill or depressed. Or the inverse. He might get closer to you to help you. He would perhaps want to cause you less worry. See a therapist about it and get advice. I have been not caring about my health. The dqy I felt like I lost my son forever. The day the restraining order was served. I was not caring at all about my health. I skipped appointments to check if my brain tumor is still gone. I am prediabetic. I fear that it is true diabetes now. I have stopped my daily walking, I eat junk, and I started to drink, a small amount, but drinking for diabetes is bad. I have diabetic neuropathy. It has spread from my feet and hands to my legs and arms. I do not care. If my son is going to suffer or die, or I will never see him again...I do not care. About a week ago, when my nicer therapist told me that if I had tried longer with my ill son, that I could be dead, my guilt lessened. I started to walk again. Coincidence? Maybe, but probably not. I was trying to kill myself. My son had tried, but now...I was actually doing it to myself. Ironic. I have alarms on my house. But, on me? If he suffered then I would suffer. The glitch is what you mentioned, Copa. Who would be around for them when they reach out or need us? Should we really be the sacrificial lambs. Is this our purpose in life. Would our sons, before they were ill, ever want this for us. We have others that need and want us now. The fact that they are not acting upon our advice right now does not negate our individual importance of who were are...caring, loving women. [/QUOTE]
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