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<blockquote data-quote="New Leaf" data-source="post: 671659" data-attributes="member: 19522">Everything we do matters, even the mistakes. Great art is said to come from mistakes. There is purpose to everything.I am sad for that, the shunning.&nbsp;I am so sorry Cedar, that is hard.&nbsp;That is perfect in every way. I haven't left you yet. For all my joking around and teasing and yes complaining about the hubs, the most I realized how much I loved him was in the hospital, when there was a real danger of him leaving, forever.We are slowly making our way back to who we were before all the trauma of our d cs.HAH! LOVE Maya!Yes Cedar, thank you for reminding us.&nbsp;You are marvelous in every way Cedar.I see her through my eyes, and not myself through hers. I think my sister can see this, and it bothers her. I was supposed to stay in my role. It puzzles and aggravates her to no end.Just don't think Cedar. You have an amazing intellect and insight. I am glad you didn't listen.&nbsp;That is what it is, isn't it? The facade of perfection, the sacrifice of others to promote the trickery of it.&nbsp;Yes true, we build up walls and barriers to be able to handle day to day. Survival. Did we change all of the dynamics to survive?&nbsp;Then we project this, whether we speak it or not.&nbsp;I have been there.Fook yuen, so do I, hate being wrong, much better at admitting it now.&nbsp;I have big feet, all my kids do.&nbsp; <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/emoticons/groooansmileyf.gif"&nbsp; class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":groan:" title="groan&nbsp; &nbsp; :groan:" data-shortname=":groan:" />&nbsp;I see this in the hubs, a lot.&nbsp;So true Cedar.Love this. When the time comes, I shall say the same.Thank you Cedar, very much.leafy</blockquote>

[QUOTE="New Leaf, post: 671659, member: 19522"] Everything we do matters, even the mistakes. Great art is said to come from mistakes. There is purpose to everything. I am sad for that, the shunning. I am so sorry Cedar, that is hard. That is perfect in every way. I haven't left you yet. For all my joking around and teasing and yes complaining about the hubs, the [I]most [/I]I realized how much I loved him was in the hospital, when there was a real danger of him leaving, forever. We are slowly making our way back to who we were before all the trauma of our d cs. HAH! LOVE Maya! Yes Cedar, thank you for reminding us. You are marvelous in every way Cedar. I see her through my eyes, and not myself through hers. I think my sister can see this, and it bothers her. I was supposed to stay in my role. It puzzles and aggravates her to no end. Just don't think Cedar. You have an amazing intellect and insight. I am glad you didn't listen. That is what it is, isn't it? The facade of perfection, the sacrifice of others to promote the trickery of it. Yes true, we build up walls and barriers to be able to handle day to day. Survival. Did we change all of the dynamics to survive? Then we project this, whether we speak it or not. I have been there. Fook yuen, so do I, hate being wrong, much better at admitting it now. I have big feet, all my kids do. :groan: I see this in the hubs, a lot. So true Cedar. Love this. When the time comes, I shall say the same. Thank you Cedar, very much. leafy [/QUOTE]

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