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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 671730" data-attributes="member: 18958">Yes. The MRI was on the list, and asking the doctor to fax an order for blood work to the lab.I should talk. I have been asking for 4 years for orders for blood work which I never complete because I do not want to go anywhere without coffee, with milk and Splenda.But he could be found, easily, if there was a reason, and if it was determined to be the right thing and safe.It sounds like you believe the restraining order is the right thing. In your brain but not in your heart.Feeling, every single one of us is in this situation. We do not know if it will be the last time or not. I did not see my mother for many years or speak to her. The last time she saw me she did not know it would be many, many years until she saw or spoke to me again.&nbsp; Or if she would ever again see me.&nbsp; I did not see her or speak to her for almost 10 years. During that time I thought I would never see or speak to her again. I did not much care. I do not know what was wrong with me.When I saw her eventually she told me she flew to the Bay Area during those years and she got on Bart and crossed the Bay to go by where she thought I was living in Oakland. I am unsure how she found the address, but she did. Isn't it sad? And can you imagine how I feel now, with how much I miss her that I loved her so much and kept such distance?That you have the court order is what makes it so hard.I wish I knew a way to make the pain less.COPA</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 671730, member: 18958"] Yes. The MRI was on the list, and asking the doctor to fax an order for blood work to the lab. I should talk. I have been asking for 4 years for orders for blood work which I never complete because I do not want to go anywhere without coffee, with milk and Splenda. But he could be found, easily, if there was a reason, and if it was determined to be the right thing and safe. It sounds like you believe the restraining order is the right thing. In your brain but not in your heart. Feeling, every single one of us is in this situation. We do not know if it will be the last time or not. I did not see my mother for many years or speak to her. The last time she saw me she did not know it would be many, many years until she saw or spoke to me again. Or if she would ever again see me. I did not see her or speak to her for almost 10 years. During that time I thought I would never see or speak to her again. I did not much care. I do not know what was wrong with me. When I saw her eventually she told me she flew to the Bay Area during those years and she got on Bart and crossed the Bay to go by where she thought I was living in Oakland. I am unsure how she found the address, but she did. Isn't it sad? And can you imagine how I feel now, with how much I miss her that I loved her so much and kept such distance? That you have the court order is what makes it so hard. I wish I knew a way to make the pain less. COPA [/QUOTE]

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