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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 710600" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Cola means "tail" in Spanish. I think I will change to Cola.</p><p>Listen to the Fado music please. And recognize with this that life does break us. So that we open to g-d. In my stronger moments, (like once a month) this is what I feel.</p><p> Well. I was an OK mother, just massively wounded.</p><p>Yes. Saturday to Philadelphia and I am not ready one bit. I have lost the last 4 days because of something that happened with my son.</p><p></p><p>You see, I allow myself to be hurt to the bone by my son, and then I go back to bed. I feel hopeless, without value and despondent--because I realize he is not changing--and I can never be around him.</p><p> I agree with this.</p><p></p><p>Except I seem to be unable to bear that my son will never be fixed or fix himself in such a way to have a life that even approaches normal. It is near-impossible to remove myself from this tether. Like a siren song to self-destruct on the rocks.</p><p>OMG. What about a macaw, Feeling? They are such wonderful companions. They are the Phd of birds. They talk. They bond tremendously. What a good idea, pigless.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 710600, member: 18958"] Cola means "tail" in Spanish. I think I will change to Cola. Listen to the Fado music please. And recognize with this that life does break us. So that we open to g-d. In my stronger moments, (like once a month) this is what I feel. Well. I was an OK mother, just massively wounded. Yes. Saturday to Philadelphia and I am not ready one bit. I have lost the last 4 days because of something that happened with my son. You see, I allow myself to be hurt to the bone by my son, and then I go back to bed. I feel hopeless, without value and despondent--because I realize he is not changing--and I can never be around him. I agree with this. Except I seem to be unable to bear that my son will never be fixed or fix himself in such a way to have a life that even approaches normal. It is near-impossible to remove myself from this tether. Like a siren song to self-destruct on the rocks. OMG. What about a macaw, Feeling? They are such wonderful companions. They are the Phd of birds. They talk. They bond tremendously. What a good idea, pigless. [/QUOTE]
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