Oh my goodness, I am in shock! My husbands co-worker and I just had a long chat of what she was like while in her jail. My daughter has led me to believe, which I never did, that nothing is her fault. She tells me that my daughter behaved herself for the most part, she tried to get her to do dishes one day and she flipped out on her and another inmate. She was disrespectful to all that she came into contact with. She took it upon herself to go into the barbers shop and cut all her hair off, it was very long at the time. She was told she could not do that, needed a pass in order to get a haircut. Of course that did not matter to my daughter as she does what she wants. Many times she found my daughter talking to herself when there was no one else around and that she was messaging someone constantly, she had no idea who it was. Interesting….
All along this journey I thought we were the only ones. We were when she had no one else to go to, we were the very last on her list. Wow…that really hurts and makes me furious with her right now! I feel so used, feet swept on like a door mat…if I had only known. My son told me these very same words about we are her last option and I refused to see the truth for what it was.
The more I find out, the less feelings I have for her. It’s a hard thing to even think of, not loving your child but…..who is this child really? 
