Thanks or your message.
As you say, you've done things you no longer approve of. Same here. The problem is, my girlfriend isn't there yet in regards to her drug use, if she ever will be. It's something she doesn't see a problem with. Or if she does see a problem with it... It isn't much of a problem at all. It depends on what version of her story you believe.
It's this knowledge which I wrestle with. And it fuels my pain, it fuels the thoughts and it fuels the problems. Maybe I should speak to a professional who may be able to help me.
As I say, we agreed to see somebody together at one point. Perhaps of the relationship isn't over, we can.
I am seeing her tomorrow. The biggest part of me hopes this is not the end. There is simply too much love there and potential for upper happiness.
