Glad you turned it over to God. That is what I did also and continue to do and it helps tremendously.
When I get uptight I say it over and over again, that God is in charge and it gives me peace.
That is the ONLY way to go through this if you ask me. I don't know how anyone can do it alone.
In fact, it's the only way to get through life in general, because it is tough!!
Prayers and hugs. Keep us posted.