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<blockquote data-quote="Scent of Cedar *" data-source="post: 659292" data-attributes="member: 17461">Mine do.&nbsp; They do it to everyone.&nbsp; Remember my posting about the lady who drives my mother south?That is how I feel about my sister whenever I think about what she did.&nbsp; Maybe even about my mother.&nbsp; I am waiting for that to change. I don't know whether what I feel now will erupt into hatred or what will happen.&nbsp;&nbsp; hatred would be more focus than I feel right now.&nbsp; I am still shocked.&nbsp; I have that on the rim of the circle feeling.&nbsp; Two opposite things.&nbsp; Oh, you are correct, SWOT.I don't have to wonder what in the world is the matter with me for thinking like this.&nbsp; It isn't my thinking problem.&nbsp; It is my denial problem.&nbsp; I am fighting to get back to denial regarding my sister.&nbsp; Thank you, SWOT.I don't get to cheat.It's like when I was posting about my mom.&nbsp; No compassion.&nbsp; Eyes open and keep the heat on.I get it.&nbsp; I feel so much better.&nbsp; I was confusing myself.I don't get to cheat.Good one, SWOT.Cedar&nbsp; Cedar</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Scent of Cedar *, post: 659292, member: 17461"] Mine do. They do it to everyone. Remember my posting about the lady who drives my mother south? That is how I feel about my sister whenever I think about what she did. Maybe even about my mother. I am waiting for that to change. I don't know whether what I feel now will erupt into hatred or what will happen. hatred would be more focus than I feel right now. I am still shocked. I have that on the rim of the circle feeling. Two opposite things. Oh, you are correct, SWOT. I don't have to wonder what in the world is the matter with me for thinking like this. It isn't my thinking problem. It is my denial problem. I am fighting to get back to denial regarding my sister. Thank you, SWOT. I don't get to cheat. It's like when I was posting about my mom. No compassion. Eyes open and keep the heat on. I get it. I feel so much better. I was confusing myself. I don't get to cheat. Good one, SWOT. Cedar Cedar [/QUOTE]

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