Cedar, if you have a chance can you visit the thread I started on PE. My son told me he got stabbed. Have you ever used frozen berries? About how much fruit?Thank you for the recipe, Cedar. I use ALLRECIPES too, and went there last night. None of the recipes looked all that good. Thank you.
I have artistic talent and lots of supplies. Have only taken a few classes and saw myself making it a vocation. About 9 years ago before I went back to work is when I started. And then again after my Mother died.
For the time I was doing the art right after my Mother died, I was OK. Content. I put the feelings into the work, waking up bursting to start work and working into the night. I loved that time. I could not sustain it, though.
If I could just get through this bad time, there is so much I want to do. I love to go to school. I would think about art school. And so much more. Dance, etc.
How cute.
Driving is among our biggest issues. I became terrified to drive on freeways about 10 years ago, of merging and then of trucks. I have not driven on a freeway in 5 years. M is a backseat driver and drives me nuts, even in town. He gives orders.
And I do not trust his driving one bit. He is not too swift on freeways either. And there is the issue of his legally driving, which he cannot do outside of the state in which we live.
So, there would be a lot to overcome to take a road trip. Which I would love to do.
Conceivably I could overcome my fear of driving. But how could I stop M giving me orders? He is impossible. And it is dangerous.
I would love to drive with confidence again in my life. I was always so foot loose and fancy free. Drove everywhere. I love to go. And go and go. It is strange to be almost agoraphobic now.
Thank you, Cedar
