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<blockquote data-quote="newstart" data-source="post: 736263" data-attributes="member: 22416"><p>Thank you so much Recoveringenabler. Yes this suicide so close to me has me completely freaked out like I know it did when your son in law did it. It feels so raw and so odd and I feel angry that she did not get help or say anything to me or anyone else. How would I know that she had depression when she was so fit and wanted to exercise so hard? When I had depression I could not get out of bed and my speech was slow. I have what is called enviromental depression meaning I simply cannot be around mean people they give me depression. Now when I believe someone to be mean, I stay away and I have not dipped into major depression since 1992. The reason I got that awful depression is because I was around my bipolar mother in law for a week, after I got her out of my life I have never dipped that far even with the death of my son. I have to get into counseling for this huge death, it is overwhelming for me and I have such a sense of loss. My friend was intellingent, beautiful, kind, loving, giving etc etc WHY???? We will really never know why..I have not been able to grieve my mothers recent death, my friends death is so big and so engulfing. Thank you for your kind blessings I will find my way out of this but I understand I will need support to get on top of this.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="newstart, post: 736263, member: 22416"] Thank you so much Recoveringenabler. Yes this suicide so close to me has me completely freaked out like I know it did when your son in law did it. It feels so raw and so odd and I feel angry that she did not get help or say anything to me or anyone else. How would I know that she had depression when she was so fit and wanted to exercise so hard? When I had depression I could not get out of bed and my speech was slow. I have what is called enviromental depression meaning I simply cannot be around mean people they give me depression. Now when I believe someone to be mean, I stay away and I have not dipped into major depression since 1992. The reason I got that awful depression is because I was around my bipolar mother in law for a week, after I got her out of my life I have never dipped that far even with the death of my son. I have to get into counseling for this huge death, it is overwhelming for me and I have such a sense of loss. My friend was intellingent, beautiful, kind, loving, giving etc etc WHY???? We will really never know why..I have not been able to grieve my mothers recent death, my friends death is so big and so engulfing. Thank you for your kind blessings I will find my way out of this but I understand I will need support to get on top of this. [/QUOTE]
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