I am pretty sheltered, tried friends but they too took advantage of me and I really don’t want to add that burden onto myself again. 
The doctors cannot figure out what makes me so dizzy. We have run all the tests, tried Meclizine , it does not work. The only thing they did find was in my brain, the back of my head where balance is, was told it’s a very small area. Mine is filled with a calcium deposit and surgery was not an option for me. Tried massive D vitamin that is supposed to break calcium up, did not work for me. My mother started at age 34 with the same, till the day she died they never figured out why. Mine is definitely getting worse, am tripping more - broke my toes - have almost fallen many times.
Depression makes it hard to be interested in a hobby or even going out, am trying to break free from it.
Thank you for your ideas! 
