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<blockquote data-quote="Lil" data-source="post: 692058" data-attributes="member: 17309"><p>I really can't. It's like my brain goes into vapor lock. I can't think and certainly can't work. I hate this. I am not a useless, helpless person. Except where he's concerned. And knowing that also doesn't help.</p><p></p><p>I just want to curl up in a little ball and have it all go away. There is really nothing and no one in my life that's ever made me feel like this. Even when married to his controlling, manipulative, horrible biodad - I wasn't like this. He threatened suicide. I sold his gun. He threatened to burn the house down if I left him...I had plans in case it got bad enough I was willing to lose all my stuff. I had people I knew would help if it came to that. </p><p></p><p>I always had a plan. I don't see it here. Maybe because it's not just me...so I can't just do what I want. Jabber honey, that's not a dig at you...it's just that I can't make the decisions alone and so I can't make any decisions at all. Does that make sense?</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Lil, post: 692058, member: 17309"] I really can't. It's like my brain goes into vapor lock. I can't think and certainly can't work. I hate this. I am not a useless, helpless person. Except where he's concerned. And knowing that also doesn't help. I just want to curl up in a little ball and have it all go away. There is really nothing and no one in my life that's ever made me feel like this. Even when married to his controlling, manipulative, horrible biodad - I wasn't like this. He threatened suicide. I sold his gun. He threatened to burn the house down if I left him...I had plans in case it got bad enough I was willing to lose all my stuff. I had people I knew would help if it came to that. I always had a plan. I don't see it here. Maybe because it's not just me...so I can't just do what I want. Jabber honey, that's not a dig at you...it's just that I can't make the decisions alone and so I can't make any decisions at all. Does that make sense? [/QUOTE]
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