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<blockquote data-quote="B’smom" data-source="post: 750921" data-attributes="member: 23359"><p>I will have to look into that. See what the similarities are between his son and B. I recently read a book called the price of silence by Liza Long. I read it after watching the dangerous sons documentary on Amazon. It really hit home, that’s my life. </p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I know you’re not, I’m sorry if you thought I implied that Ill be honest, I really hate being vulnerable. I really hate this entire situation. I’ve always been bad at expressing myself. I hold it in for so long that it feels like it breaks me so much more.</p><p>Instead of a small crack, the whole damn has been blown open. And it feels like there’s just way to much to fix it. I also don’t like to take more than I can give. I could post daily but that’s not fair. There are so many more people here that need it. So I read, comment when I can. I don’t want to be that person that overwhelms everyone else. I don’t know if that makes sense </p><p></p><p>Even tonight, he had a meltdown because he didn’t want to eat his vegetables. So he took a picture gram and broke it. He threw it at me. When he tried to throw something else at me, he grabbed my arm and slammed it into the wall. Thankfully he’s 11 and not really that strong. I’m so scared to live in my own home. I wish he was my husband, because it would be so much easier to leave. No one would judge me for it. </p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>They start school after labour day weekend. He is currently a 2:1 in school. So he has two aids for just him because he’s aggressive. School systems are required to pay for residential treatment. It’s a different section of the government that pays for it. (Don’t ask me which one though ) </p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>It’s the only option they’ve told me will happen. I’m not allowed to leave B alone with LO. Which I wouldn’t either way but sometimes it’s impossible (like having to pee).</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="B’smom, post: 750921, member: 23359"] I will have to look into that. See what the similarities are between his son and B. I recently read a book called the price of silence by Liza Long. I read it after watching the dangerous sons documentary on Amazon. It really hit home, that’s my life. I know you’re not, I’m sorry if you thought I implied that Ill be honest, I really hate being vulnerable. I really hate this entire situation. I’ve always been bad at expressing myself. I hold it in for so long that it feels like it breaks me so much more. Instead of a small crack, the whole damn has been blown open. And it feels like there’s just way to much to fix it. I also don’t like to take more than I can give. I could post daily but that’s not fair. There are so many more people here that need it. So I read, comment when I can. I don’t want to be that person that overwhelms everyone else. I don’t know if that makes sense Even tonight, he had a meltdown because he didn’t want to eat his vegetables. So he took a picture gram and broke it. He threw it at me. When he tried to throw something else at me, he grabbed my arm and slammed it into the wall. Thankfully he’s 11 and not really that strong. I’m so scared to live in my own home. I wish he was my husband, because it would be so much easier to leave. No one would judge me for it. They start school after labour day weekend. He is currently a 2:1 in school. So he has two aids for just him because he’s aggressive. School systems are required to pay for residential treatment. It’s a different section of the government that pays for it. (Don’t ask me which one though ) It’s the only option they’ve told me will happen. I’m not allowed to leave B alone with LO. Which I wouldn’t either way but sometimes it’s impossible (like having to pee). [/QUOTE]
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