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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 689272" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Thank you, PASA. I hope so. There is still suffering. I mean, I react. I feel sad when I am let down, and it is very hard to hear his pain. It frustrates me and frightens me, because M (when my son is here at the house) has less tolerance than I, and of course, how could he feel the happiness I feel? But all and all, I feel immeasurably better and grateful to have him close.</p><p>Oh my, how good this feels to read this. And I also lost 2.5 pounds this week!! How much better can it get!</p><p>Thank you, again, PASA. I think you are right.</p><p></p><p>Last night he said he was open to psychiatric medications and would at the beginning of the month seek out his old child psychiatrist who is near-retired but will still see him. I very nearly offered to pay his train ride and expenses for the trip, but stopped in time. This is the kind of thing that always backfires. By over-reaching, I get myself in too deep, and he responds by undoing the whole thing. We end up in a very much worse place by my trying to dance, when he has not asked me.</p><p></p><p>In so many ways it is harder with the improvement. I fear more. I hope more. I am more out there in every way.</p><p></p><p>But I am so happy.</p><p></p><p>Thank you PASA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 689272, member: 18958"] Thank you, PASA. I hope so. There is still suffering. I mean, I react. I feel sad when I am let down, and it is very hard to hear his pain. It frustrates me and frightens me, because M (when my son is here at the house) has less tolerance than I, and of course, how could he feel the happiness I feel? But all and all, I feel immeasurably better and grateful to have him close. Oh my, how good this feels to read this. And I also lost 2.5 pounds this week!! How much better can it get! Thank you, again, PASA. I think you are right. Last night he said he was open to psychiatric medications and would at the beginning of the month seek out his old child psychiatrist who is near-retired but will still see him. I very nearly offered to pay his train ride and expenses for the trip, but stopped in time. This is the kind of thing that always backfires. By over-reaching, I get myself in too deep, and he responds by undoing the whole thing. We end up in a very much worse place by my trying to dance, when he has not asked me. In so many ways it is harder with the improvement. I fear more. I hope more. I am more out there in every way. But I am so happy. Thank you PASA [/QUOTE]
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