I often feel this too... But then I think... Am I just being bitter? Maybe others are so much happier... Maybe it is just me....
I do think that you are right, I have to let go of my sense of shame... Or he will never be able to either...
And maybe I have hit bottom, maybe I needed to. I want so badly to just go back in time and fix whatever went wrong, I sometimes think I can pinpoint the exact moment... But I do realize this is crazy thinking.... Just pure desperation I guess.
I have so much work to do on myself. It's funny to think I'm a professional counsellor when I feel I am in need of it even more! I do need to do this before I go back to school in the fall. My job is so draining, I need to be ready and healthy.
