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In a totally new place and need perspective? Cedar? Anyone?
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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 666156" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>So now I see that I am letting myself be defined by voices and events that really have nothing at all to do with who I am now. Whoever that may be.</p><p></p><p>And that is OK. Because in any second I have a right and the possibility to be whoever I want, be whatever I want and need to be.</p><p></p><p>That I do not have to have a certainty or knowing.</p><p></p><p>There is no confusion. There is only possibility.</p><p></p><p>I can always let go.</p><p></p><p>And direct my gaze, my intensity and my desire somewhere else...where ever I want it to go. And I can disconnect from THEM.</p><p></p><p>Because this is what I realize. I am staying connected to the events with Modesta and Admina for them. Not me. Because I feel they must need me to play what ever role they need others to play.</p><p></p><p>So I am doing this (weakness, self-blame, shame thing) to protect my mother and sister. And it has not a thing in the world to do with me.</p><p></p><p>COPA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 666156, member: 18958"] So now I see that I am letting myself be defined by voices and events that really have nothing at all to do with who I am now. Whoever that may be. And that is OK. Because in any second I have a right and the possibility to be whoever I want, be whatever I want and need to be. That I do not have to have a certainty or knowing. There is no confusion. There is only possibility. I can always let go. And direct my gaze, my intensity and my desire somewhere else...where ever I want it to go. And I can disconnect from THEM. Because this is what I realize. I am staying connected to the events with Modesta and Admina for them. Not me. Because I feel they must need me to play what ever role they need others to play. So I am doing this (weakness, self-blame, shame thing) to protect my mother and sister. And it has not a thing in the world to do with me. COPA [/QUOTE]
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