terry, I did. thanks for asking. I used to hit the pillow and fall asleep in a nanosecond. I have not slept since all this happened. last night I felt relieved. it is like I know I can regain control of my home, my life and that this relationship will not kill me. I am not the person I used to be, and am glad for that, but I am not yet the person I want to be. but, I can wait for me to grow and learn. God wraps his arms around me and sends me people like those here to uphold me. I am so very grateful.
boyfriend just called and wants to go for a walk outside so he is coming over later. He said ant made it to work today. i want to take it very slow with boyfriend. I am believing he was going thru some kind of depression.
