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<blockquote data-quote="New Leaf" data-source="post: 676044" data-attributes="member: 19522"><p>OOOHHH yes, hyperventilating, for the past couple of weeks, I have had that feeling......sort of hard to catch my breath.....palpitations.....looked it up (my university of GOOGLE)</p><p>Symptoms of ANXIETY!!!!!</p><p>UGH</p><p>I have always thought of myself as a kind of easy going person....</p><p>Got to look at my lifestyle, how I am handling all of this with my insides, you know?</p><p>Reality is, I am affected, so now, what to do with it?</p><p>Luckily, I am off work for another week, so I have time to do stuff and reflect on my emotional reactions. Get all the internalized junk OUT.</p><p>I so do not want to be enmeshed with this anymore.</p><p>My two are out of my house, pushed further back from my head, but occupying <em>way too much space in my heart. </em>They do not give a hoot about how we feel as parents. I do not think they have one thought in their heads about what this cr@p, does to US?</p><p></p><p>Detachment, physically, and emotionally, but still holding love, definitely a work in progress......</p><p>One day at a time, <em>way less cookies and chocolate. </em></p><p><em></em></p><p>And.....deep slow breaths.</p><p><em>GULP!</em></p><p></p><p>We can do this. We got each others backs, and our d cs <em>M.O.</em></p><p>Now, to not let them drag us down with their <em>stuff.</em>.....</p><p>Darn kids......Sink or swim, I want to<em> stay out</em> of their pond........</p><p></p><p>[MEDIA=youtube]kT2KROiSXDg[/MEDIA]</p><p></p><p>I want to be John Wayne......There you are my loves, sink or swim.....no regrets, throw them into the pond of <em>their choosing</em>, and let <em>them</em> figure it out, no pining, worrying and <em>jumping</em> in after them.</p><p></p><p>TO John Wayne! </p><p></p><p>2016....here we come, a whole new attitude!</p><p></p><p>This is a recovery song, if my two are not ready, I surely am, ready to recover <em>from the MISERY, their addiction has brought me.</em></p><p></p><p>[MEDIA=youtube]JW7zVY7FbTQ[/MEDIA]</p><p></p><p>ROAR</p><p></p><p>(((HUGS)))</p><p>leafy</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="New Leaf, post: 676044, member: 19522"] OOOHHH yes, hyperventilating, for the past couple of weeks, I have had that feeling......sort of hard to catch my breath.....palpitations.....looked it up (my university of GOOGLE) Symptoms of ANXIETY!!!!! UGH I have always thought of myself as a kind of easy going person.... Got to look at my lifestyle, how I am handling all of this with my insides, you know? Reality is, I am affected, so now, what to do with it? Luckily, I am off work for another week, so I have time to do stuff and reflect on my emotional reactions. Get all the internalized junk OUT. I so do not want to be enmeshed with this anymore. My two are out of my house, pushed further back from my head, but occupying [I]way too much space in my heart. [/I]They do not give a hoot about how we feel as parents. I do not think they have one thought in their heads about what this cr@p, does to US? Detachment, physically, and emotionally, but still holding love, definitely a work in progress...... One day at a time, [I]way less cookies and chocolate. [/I] And.....deep slow breaths. [I]GULP![/I] We can do this. We got each others backs, and our d cs [I]M.O.[/I] Now, to not let them drag us down with their [I]stuff.[/I]..... Darn kids......Sink or swim, I want to[I] stay out[/I] of their pond........ [MEDIA=youtube]kT2KROiSXDg[/MEDIA] I want to be John Wayne......There you are my loves, sink or swim.....no regrets, throw them into the pond of [I]their choosing[/I], and let [I]them[/I] figure it out, no pining, worrying and [I]jumping[/I] in after them. TO John Wayne! 2016....here we come, a whole new attitude! This is a recovery song, if my two are not ready, I surely am, ready to recover [I]from the MISERY, their addiction has brought me.[/I] [MEDIA=youtube]JW7zVY7FbTQ[/MEDIA] ROAR (((HUGS))) leafy [/QUOTE]
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