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<blockquote data-quote="WannabeAgoodFather" data-source="post: 706883" data-attributes="member: 21165"><p>Dear RN0441,</p><p></p><p>Sorry for hearing about your mother. The irony is.... There's non stop from things happening. As you mentioned about aneurysm, one of our dogs had a serious seizure and had to be taken to the vet right away. She is better now but the vet told us it would continue to happen so we should not freak out.</p><p>It is like I am writing a fiction novel in my house huh? I just can't add things here... I feel like I am having a bad dream... What can I do? Everything happens for a reason and I would like to know the reason... Nothing good has happened in a long time. I guess my youngest getting into school that he wants to go would be the good thing to happen in near future. Nothing surprises me anymore as I am numb to it. My wife and I went to see a movie "Lion" and we both cried a lot during the movie... I normally do not cry during the movie but last Saturday was exceptional. I just let it go... Part of it was from the movie but some of it were from my inside I guess... I look at my life.. I am only 49 but there were so many things happened. Sometimes, things were good sometimes bad.. However, this time, the bad train of bad things are running in uncontrollable speed. What now? is my feeling... There's light at the end of the tunnel as people say and I just would love to believe it although it doesn't seem to happen soon. I just take one day at a time... I feel like I am running out of time more and more as nothing surprises me anymore. Is tomorrow going to be sunny? I sincerely hope so. Would things get better? I really want to believe it. I am just trying not to stir any more drama as I am not able to handle it as I used to... I just need to breathe, go with the flow and remain sane are what I want at the moment. Literally I feel like my life is pretty chaotic and I am writing a fiction novel...</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="WannabeAgoodFather, post: 706883, member: 21165"] Dear RN0441, Sorry for hearing about your mother. The irony is.... There's non stop from things happening. As you mentioned about aneurysm, one of our dogs had a serious seizure and had to be taken to the vet right away. She is better now but the vet told us it would continue to happen so we should not freak out. It is like I am writing a fiction novel in my house huh? I just can't add things here... I feel like I am having a bad dream... What can I do? Everything happens for a reason and I would like to know the reason... Nothing good has happened in a long time. I guess my youngest getting into school that he wants to go would be the good thing to happen in near future. Nothing surprises me anymore as I am numb to it. My wife and I went to see a movie "Lion" and we both cried a lot during the movie... I normally do not cry during the movie but last Saturday was exceptional. I just let it go... Part of it was from the movie but some of it were from my inside I guess... I look at my life.. I am only 49 but there were so many things happened. Sometimes, things were good sometimes bad.. However, this time, the bad train of bad things are running in uncontrollable speed. What now? is my feeling... There's light at the end of the tunnel as people say and I just would love to believe it although it doesn't seem to happen soon. I just take one day at a time... I feel like I am running out of time more and more as nothing surprises me anymore. Is tomorrow going to be sunny? I sincerely hope so. Would things get better? I really want to believe it. I am just trying not to stir any more drama as I am not able to handle it as I used to... I just need to breathe, go with the flow and remain sane are what I want at the moment. Literally I feel like my life is pretty chaotic and I am writing a fiction novel... [/QUOTE]
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