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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 679239" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>My heart goes out to us, too. What is left of it.</p><p></p><p>I feel so crushed to almost hate the child I have adored. </p><p></p><p>I mean, I feel compelled to whine: What did I do to deserve this? To be broken into pieces. When he is away from here, I am so better. I had five months of doing better, every week, a little better. I have fallen back. If it would help, I would say, I want to die. But I really do not want to. My life has the potential to be better than it has ever been.</p><p></p><p>But, today, I feel like dying. It is the incredible way that all of this makes you want to just destroy yourself in order to escape the agony. </p><p></p><p>I am sorry I do not feel stronger. I do not. I feel crushed.</p><p></p><p>Thank you, Walrus, for responding. It means so much to me.</p><p></p><p>COPA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 679239, member: 18958"] My heart goes out to us, too. What is left of it. I feel so crushed to almost hate the child I have adored. I mean, I feel compelled to whine: What did I do to deserve this? To be broken into pieces. When he is away from here, I am so better. I had five months of doing better, every week, a little better. I have fallen back. If it would help, I would say, I want to die. But I really do not want to. My life has the potential to be better than it has ever been. But, today, I feel like dying. It is the incredible way that all of this makes you want to just destroy yourself in order to escape the agony. I am sorry I do not feel stronger. I do not. I feel crushed. Thank you, Walrus, for responding. It means so much to me. COPA [/QUOTE]
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