I tell my husband I always know when something is up... it's like I can sense it.
I am sorry you are going through this right now, but you do sound strong. Much stronger than I feel.
I think you have made the right decisions. I too wonder about when people say " rock bottom" and I don't actually agree they have to hit it. I think their desire for change has to outweigh the desire for drugs... so for me it's more about his tipping point. When does he tip back to wanting sobriety?
Our son is back home. Which means we are more on edge, more anxious. Sleepless nights again wondering where he is. There are no signs of him using.... but other things aren't right either. Trying to keep my head above water, not let myself become a drowning victim in his drama.
I hope you can find some peace and move forward wherever this road is going .
Take care dear friend.... xoxo
