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<blockquote data-quote="rebelson" data-source="post: 677448" data-attributes="member: 19966"><p>TL- last night as I was lying in bed, I thought the same. 'For all I know, there was never even a plan for fishing...' He very well might not even have gone..it was likely all made up. A lie. He knows I have half a brain...he had to come up with something uber innocent sounding. He even told me, so I'd believe what he needed to spend the $ on, that he'd text me a picture..and before he could finish the sentence to say a picture of 'what', I said NO. What was he going to text me a picture of? Fish in a bucket? Worms? I've been there, done that, with the picture thing. 90% of the time, the picture never comes.</p><p></p><p>I did leave ringer on last night. Nothing came through. Thank God. Now, it's 6:30 the next night, and I have not heard from him. He is mad at me. He won't call me for awhile now, until another need comes up. Then, he will call like nothing happened. Is this what y'alls' addicts do? Abuse you and then next phone call, they act like nothing transpired? Just another day, another $ need?</p><p></p><p>Of recent, with these past 3 binges....in a short amount of time, has shown me that my son is not so much a 'drug' addict anymore(though he still uses), but is morphing in to an alcoholic. Just like his father.</p><p></p><p>I am sad today. Sad that my sweet little boy, who once, at 4 or 5yo, said he wanted to marry me...my 'real' authentic, & true son, my super intelligent, philosophical, funny, handsome, muscular son....is MIA right now. In his place, masking his real self, is an alcoholic. <------In between that sentence, and the one you're reading now, I broke down in a short cry. I am mourning my son, who is still here on earth. Yes, it's one of those evenings....does it ever hit you guys like this? Like a brick wall?</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="rebelson, post: 677448, member: 19966"] TL- last night as I was lying in bed, I thought the same. 'For all I know, there was never even a plan for fishing...' He very well might not even have gone..it was likely all made up. A lie. He knows I have half a brain...he had to come up with something uber innocent sounding. He even told me, so I'd believe what he needed to spend the $ on, that he'd text me a picture..and before he could finish the sentence to say a picture of 'what', I said NO. What was he going to text me a picture of? Fish in a bucket? Worms? I've been there, done that, with the picture thing. 90% of the time, the picture never comes. I did leave ringer on last night. Nothing came through. Thank God. Now, it's 6:30 the next night, and I have not heard from him. He is mad at me. He won't call me for awhile now, until another need comes up. Then, he will call like nothing happened. Is this what y'alls' addicts do? Abuse you and then next phone call, they act like nothing transpired? Just another day, another $ need? Of recent, with these past 3 binges....in a short amount of time, has shown me that my son is not so much a 'drug' addict anymore(though he still uses), but is morphing in to an alcoholic. Just like his father. I am sad today. Sad that my sweet little boy, who once, at 4 or 5yo, said he wanted to marry me...my 'real' authentic, & true son, my super intelligent, philosophical, funny, handsome, muscular son....is MIA right now. In his place, masking his real self, is an alcoholic. <------In between that sentence, and the one you're reading now, I broke down in a short cry. I am mourning my son, who is still here on earth. Yes, it's one of those evenings....does it ever hit you guys like this? Like a brick wall? [/QUOTE]
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