This brings me to my fears.
I'm scared of him committing suicide.
I'm scared of him harming others (particularly the ex-girlfriend).
I'm scared he may end up in jail (he's already on probation for a theft from his job a couple years ago).
My brother and I were the only ones for a long time that held on to my son getting it together, my brother has given up months ago and now I'm giving up as well.
I have to go back to my the city where my son lives this weekend for work and was planning to get in touch with him because I have some belongings in his place. I usually stay with him while in town but I think I will stay with a friend instead. Not sure what to talk about if I do get to see him.
