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<blockquote data-quote="hearthope" data-source="post: 41546" data-attributes="member: 2389"><p>Sorry Suz, I hear the hurt in your post. How blessed you were to have such a great relationship with your mom. I know you miss her. Hope you do something really special for yourself.</p><p></p><p>Nomad, I REALLY like your idea. If it was action packed and rushed who would have time to remember? Maybe next sat would be a good time for me to splurge on me, haven't done that in a long time. Last pedicure I got was before my wedding 7 yrs ago.</p><p></p><p>Barbara I hover around anger,sorrow and fear. I am so angry at him for knowing better and still choosing to live the way he is.</p><p>I feel sorrow because he never gave himself the chance to be the wonderful person he was capable of being.</p><p>I have alot of fear for his safety, he is living in his full blown ODD behavior. He is like a firecracker waiting to explode. He knows no boundaries. All the rules of the world were written for other people not him.</p><p></p><p>I have come to accept that I did do the best I could, yet I still question myself about the choices I have made in the past. I wonder what would have happen if I had done this instead of that when he did this and so on..</p><p></p><p>I think the lowest times I have are when sorrow and the questioning myself are present. Anger and rage help me put up another brick and deal with it.</p><p></p><p>He drove by our house today (the joys of small town living)He saw me on the patio and turned his head and kept going. So I know he is alive and kicking!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="hearthope, post: 41546, member: 2389"] Sorry Suz, I hear the hurt in your post. How blessed you were to have such a great relationship with your mom. I know you miss her. Hope you do something really special for yourself. Nomad, I REALLY like your idea. If it was action packed and rushed who would have time to remember? Maybe next sat would be a good time for me to splurge on me, haven't done that in a long time. Last pedicure I got was before my wedding 7 yrs ago. Barbara I hover around anger,sorrow and fear. I am so angry at him for knowing better and still choosing to live the way he is. I feel sorrow because he never gave himself the chance to be the wonderful person he was capable of being. I have alot of fear for his safety, he is living in his full blown ODD behavior. He is like a firecracker waiting to explode. He knows no boundaries. All the rules of the world were written for other people not him. I have come to accept that I did do the best I could, yet I still question myself about the choices I have made in the past. I wonder what would have happen if I had done this instead of that when he did this and so on.. I think the lowest times I have are when sorrow and the questioning myself are present. Anger and rage help me put up another brick and deal with it. He drove by our house today (the joys of small town living)He saw me on the patio and turned his head and kept going. So I know he is alive and kicking! [/QUOTE]
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