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<blockquote data-quote="Littleboylost" data-source="post: 722712" data-attributes="member: 21895"><p>Well it does beg the question why are so many willing to live on the street and feed their addiction and mental health issues? </p><p></p><p>There are certainly colonies of people that do just that. They do not want conventional lives. They will steal and lie to ensure their unconventional lives have the comforts they require. </p><p></p><p>This is a broken set of erhics void of moral conscience. </p><p></p><p>We are the ones closer to the realm of reality, with memories of the pain and anguish these choices cause. We see them suffer and we suffer greatly for this. Perhaps in our own way we suffer even more than our children suffer. </p><p></p><p>I do not know the answer. I know I am doing the right thing to support myself, not be taken advantage of and love my son. And yes there will always be a hallow spot in my heart and emptiness in that place we call mother. No matter what I do or how I try, I know my new hollow friend will never leave me. </p><p></p><p>Yes Leafy, minute by minute hour by hour and step by step this is how we survive. It will get easier as time passes. But the roller coaster will continue. </p><p></p><p>Grieving in perpetuity.</p><p></p><p>I am safer and fair better when I don't get ahead of myself in my head. I become anxious, panic and become fraught with fear. And for what? It does no good for anyone, especially me. </p><p></p><p>Copa you have been taken to the top of the coaster and have been let down again. We can't help this. Hope and love are in our nature. Love yourself and press on. Be proud that you are still willing to be there and support efforts of improvement. That takes a tremendous amount of strength.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Littleboylost, post: 722712, member: 21895"] Well it does beg the question why are so many willing to live on the street and feed their addiction and mental health issues? There are certainly colonies of people that do just that. They do not want conventional lives. They will steal and lie to ensure their unconventional lives have the comforts they require. This is a broken set of erhics void of moral conscience. We are the ones closer to the realm of reality, with memories of the pain and anguish these choices cause. We see them suffer and we suffer greatly for this. Perhaps in our own way we suffer even more than our children suffer. I do not know the answer. I know I am doing the right thing to support myself, not be taken advantage of and love my son. And yes there will always be a hallow spot in my heart and emptiness in that place we call mother. No matter what I do or how I try, I know my new hollow friend will never leave me. Yes Leafy, minute by minute hour by hour and step by step this is how we survive. It will get easier as time passes. But the roller coaster will continue. Grieving in perpetuity. I am safer and fair better when I don't get ahead of myself in my head. I become anxious, panic and become fraught with fear. And for what? It does no good for anyone, especially me. Copa you have been taken to the top of the coaster and have been let down again. We can't help this. Hope and love are in our nature. Love yourself and press on. Be proud that you are still willing to be there and support efforts of improvement. That takes a tremendous amount of strength. [/QUOTE]
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