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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 722889" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>you nailed it new leaf. </p><p></p><p>my son has a chronic illness. but thank g-d he's back on medication.</p><p></p><p>and yes. i worry about danger. </p><p></p><p>i have been through so much these past five years. you see. my soul and i were etranged. i mean i was kind of living a false life. when i started feeling it was like a deluge. i thought i would die from the pain. i believe i almost did.</p><p></p><p>i fear if something happened to my son i would die or lose the will to live. </p><p></p><p>about 19 years ago my son and i were traveling in central america. a total of 4 mos in two trips. my son got deathly ill. there was inadequate or no medical care. (during hurricane mitch.) he had a fever near 110. you see. i was numb. i had nobody to help. we were in el salvador. not long after the civil war ended. </p><p></p><p>do you understand how turned off to my feelings and to danger i was--that i could put him in this kind of jeopardy?</p><p></p><p>and we lived like this for another 6 years or so. i thought it was adventure. he loved it. but it was madness. </p><p></p><p>so now i am filled with the terror i never allowed myself to feel. a lifetime of it.</p><p></p><p>thank you new leaf.</p><p></p><p>where is the post from lbl that her son is sober? great news.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 722889, member: 18958"] you nailed it new leaf. my son has a chronic illness. but thank g-d he's back on medication. and yes. i worry about danger. i have been through so much these past five years. you see. my soul and i were etranged. i mean i was kind of living a false life. when i started feeling it was like a deluge. i thought i would die from the pain. i believe i almost did. i fear if something happened to my son i would die or lose the will to live. about 19 years ago my son and i were traveling in central america. a total of 4 mos in two trips. my son got deathly ill. there was inadequate or no medical care. (during hurricane mitch.) he had a fever near 110. you see. i was numb. i had nobody to help. we were in el salvador. not long after the civil war ended. do you understand how turned off to my feelings and to danger i was--that i could put him in this kind of jeopardy? and we lived like this for another 6 years or so. i thought it was adventure. he loved it. but it was madness. so now i am filled with the terror i never allowed myself to feel. a lifetime of it. thank you new leaf. where is the post from lbl that her son is sober? great news. [/QUOTE]
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